Today I went to have some genetic testing done at the University of Utah Hospital. I talked to the genetic counselor, she asked me a lot of questions regarding my family and Brice's family. After about 30 or so minutes with her I was then taken to have an ultrasound. This isn't my first ultrasound, it's actually my third... but this time was different. The baby actually looked like a baby!!! I could see it moving it's arms, it's little jaw and profile. I could see the spine and it's little legs. I still can't feel that baby moving and sometimes I wonder if I really am pregnant. To watch as this little being moved was really amazing. I have always loved babies. Infact I remember my mom telling me when I was younger that if she ever found me missing all she would do is look for the baby in the room and there I would be. How amazing to think this is MY baby. I will get to be the one to love it, bathe it, clothe it, and put it to bed at night. To know that it will be looking for my comforting arms to console it and bring it peace.... what an amazing change this brings in you. Don't get me wrong!!! Still scared out of my mind, but excited to to see this little being and love it!!
Monday, April 7, 2008
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